It's been a really challenging few days. The practicalities of death during a pandemic are all the more complicated, as millions of families across the globe sadly know all too well. One of the complications is that we were unable to spend any time with him towards the end and even afterwards, many of the opportunities you might ordinarily get to say goodbye simply aren't available. While Grandad was the second wonderful person to be taken from me by a cancer of the blood, Covid-19 has a lot to answer for in how it took him. It's for that reason that going through his belongings has turned into an almost sacred experience. One that's helping us to process the events that led us to this point.